Sunday, October 10, 2010 ♥
对不起
我不是故意不醒目的、
我不想在面子书表达太多自己内心的感情、
我怕.
怕你说我想太多、
然后、不理我?
你应该没有时常检查我的部落吧、
原谅我、
我唯一的诉说地方就只有这里了、
我的信息、
就是懒教信息、
其他的、
就是宝.
表姐今天问、
我是不是真的爱你、
我说是、
真的、
很爱很爱、
家人都知道我是同性恋、
遭受到激烈的反对
我跟表姐说
我不想去理他们怎么看待我 (:
我可不不用去理任何人对我的目光
只有你、
我做不到.
你要知道你说的每一句我都会当真
你的1句
便会影响到我1整天的心情
我不怪你
你没错
是我太过于在乎
读我的部落的时候
可以心平气静地
想象及体会我打下没一字一句时的心情与姿态?
失落的、伤心的、微笑着、流泪着?
要1个人去感受自己的感受、
是很难.
我想说、
我真的很痛.
你
感受到?
呵 .
是不是不去信息你
是不是不去报告我的一切
自己才不会受伤
是不是应该开始学会保护自己
但是想你的时候怎么办?
....
无助时、失落时、
第一个想到的人就是你、
是不是希望可以从你那边得到一些慰问?
但自从你知道我喜欢你后、
再也、没有了.
自喜欢上你、
我们之间、
渐渐地、
就有了距离、
我可以恨自己麽、
....
我说过
我不要成为你的负担和压力
我知道怎么做了.
不管在怎么辛苦
我都要放下了、
是时候了
只有这样
才会让我们的感情恢复像以前般?
不去找你、
就像以前那样、
没有信息、
就只在学校碰面、
就像以前那样、
对待你、
就要像对待姐妹一般、
(:
嗯.
就这么办.
我会很努力、
很努力压抑所有内心的一切、
不让任何人发现、
亲爱的、
哪天我哭了、
就代表我承受不了了.
倒时
不要怪我好么?
我真的努力过了 .....
Chisuan ♥
♥ The Lover.
im X . L
Chisuan ; xiiaola is known to most people.
One year older on every May 12nd!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Justin Bieber ♥
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
This is my blog, & I write anything I want. So if I write anything nasty, its not your right to comment me. Cause, I love the way I am. Tag before leaving. No spamming. No Vulgarities. Spammers wont be entertain-d, you may choose to leave, but please dont dirty my blog. you spam, I delete. Thank you. If you dont like my blog Either you leave my blog by, Alt-F4 or click the big cross [x] on the top right. Or click here
to FUCK OFF (:
If not, just continue ur stay =) This blog is copyrighted :D Enjoy :) Please respect it.
Music here!
Dont feel like puttinq any sonqs on mah bloqqie !
tagboard here!
Hover here for tagboard!
ShoutMix chat widget
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
Music
No music no life :P
Singing & writing lyric
are part of her favourites.
Shopping sprees
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
SMK Confucian 2S
are the beloved school & class of hers.
Justea
is her choice drinks .
sweet, jelly-ish, cool-ish . (:
Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Boyf, i love you
-♥ HER , 酷比
- Lose weight !
-New handphone !
- More outings with friends & sisters !
- New school bag
- 170cm tall!
- More Jeans shorts!
- Lenses - Get in basketball team
-New MP3
``HER'S ♥
хιιαо нυιι
αи zαιι
к - тυятιе
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
` May 2010 ` June 2010 ` July 2010 ` August 2010 ` September 2010 ` October 2010 ` November 2010 ` January 2011
Chisuan ; xiiaola is known to most people.
One year older on every May 12nd!
A very random & hyper girl who
is a CrazyLover of Justin Bieber ♥
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
This is my blog, & I write anything I want. So if I write anything nasty, its not your right to comment me. Cause, I love the way I am. Tag before leaving. No spamming. No Vulgarities. Spammers wont be entertain-d, you may choose to leave, but please dont dirty my blog. you spam, I delete. Thank you. If you dont like my blog Either you leave my blog by, Alt-F4 or click the big cross [x] on the top right. Or click here
to FUCK OFF (:
If not, just continue ur stay =) This blog is copyrighted :D Enjoy :) Please respect it.
Entertainment ♥
♥ Music
Music here!
Dont feel like puttinq any sonqs on mah bloqqie !
Footprints ♥
♥ Speakings
tagboard here!
Hover here for tagboard!
ShoutMix chat widget
Adores ♥
♥ Loves
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
Music
No music no life :P
Singing & writing lyric
are part of her favourites.
Shopping sprees
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
SMK Confucian 2S
are the beloved school & class of hers.
Justea
is her choice drinks .
sweet, jelly-ish, cool-ish . (:
Beloved Darling
He's of course, who i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Boyf, i love you
Yearns ♥
♥ i want
-♥ HER , 酷比
- Lose weight !
-
- More outings with friends & sisters !
- New school bag
- 170cm tall!
- More Jeans shorts!
- Lenses - Get in basketball team
-
Flyaways ♥
♥ heartaching leavings
``HER'S ♥
хιιαо нυιι
αи zαιι
к - тυятιе
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Flyaway!
Archives ♥
♥ Beautiful memories
` May 2010 ` June 2010 ` July 2010 ` August 2010 ` September 2010 ` October 2010 ` November 2010 ` January 2011